Is like...

Is like I'm drifting slowly from everything. I believe that I'm too kind to people. No matter what I do or say I just can't seem to learn from the same mistake that I keep on repeating. This is the 2nd day of the New year and I still have this demon that I need to get away from. I feel ashame of myself mostly b/c of my past and the dumb decisions I make. Sometime I wonder how does God feel when he see me going back to my same mistake. I really need to repent. I believe that I need to revaluate my whole entire life. B/c I'm too much around the same negative energy. When will I learn is the question? I just never seem to get it right at all. But by God grace I will.