I want this!

I want a love like this where i can be free with that special someone; where my soul can touch the sky and my happiness burst into flames that burn my emienes words I want a Best friend but yet a soul mate someone i can go to First and tell what ever that is on my mind that is buggin me i want that good ol Love; a love that can set a broken heart free i want A beautiful Teenager Love!!

My needs!

I want a guy with a pretty eyes that would steal my soul by the first look I want a dude with an amazing body that make others envy. I want a guy that will be scare to lose me

i want him to always know that I will always love him

i want a guy that not gonna leave me even when i tell him to leave

i want him to be everything i ever wanted so that I would be very happy I want his lips to be very soft so that I can kiss them everytime.

Healing!

I have be diagonose with "careing to much what people have to say"

I have been hurt in the long run

I just want to be set free from all these pain and Lies that set upon me

I wanna scream louder and just take off like a rocket and go to the moon

just maybe one of these days I would get the chance to let go EVERYTHING

that taunted me and cut me wide open like a Surgery

sometimes I just wish that I didnt had an Heart so that I couldnt feel the pain that Life comes with I just want to live Life with out  No pain but that just Impossible

Becasue I'm among the Livings.

Life's a Gift, Dont Never forget That!

-I was push out into this world on Feb.2

I would admit that my life as not been all sweet and perfect

Insted it has been Loud,Imperfect,Unexpected

To be honest I'm glad that I'm still alive to breath in air and live among the Livings

I have so many things that I wanted to accomplish in the future

that make me hopeing that I dont die befor I even started

There are people out there that their Life are stolen from right out of their present

I just want to be ready to die and not be rush you know i want to finsish my calling my destiny befor i leave This Earth!

rejected! :(

When Never i get rejected it hurt me,it make me sad and feel worthless like part of the rejection was my fault taht I didnt put enough work in that i was not attractive but i started to realise that,that main PAIN

lead me being stronger then befor. do I Cry?

ummmm NO! because no boys is worth my tears(you feel me)

In the long run i now that i am going to fall, trip, lose focus but NO MATTER WHAT I'M GOING TO GET IT RIGHT!

I have learn from my pain that to never open up so easy and not fall so fast to the point that it take you forever to heal,I been hurted for so long my heart has been cover with many wonds and cut that at time it seem like it's impossible for it to ever heal because EVERY DAY is the same ol shit just differnt numbers.

It seem like i may be stupid for LOVE BECAUSE I KEEP ON COMEING BACK LIKE A FEND!

 

Follow your heart!

No one Know how you feel only you, They would tell you what to do but they them selves NEVER did it, when you Love something or someone you dont give up on it, You have to keep on pushing and pull right through till you get it right, And SO WHAT! if you get hurt,No pain last forever sooner or late your wonds are gonna heal and you are going to be okay, you have to put your self First befor anyone you gotta go out there and Live your life straut like you know it and do the LISTEN TO YOUR HEART!

Is it safe for me to say that I'm scare to let you have my heart to let you inside my heart to invite you into my world, I'm falling slowly I just cant seem to keep my foot still
I'm preying to God for me not to get hurt again Because I just cant seem To bare the pain, so what you want me to do to ingore the feelings and tell all thos voices that play inside my head that repeat your every single word you said to me it happen agian i'm falling i just wonder would you even have the heart to catch me as i fumble would you love me with great passhion that would never fade I need these questions to be answer would you ever hurt me or would you heal my wonds as i lay my head on the center of your heart baby I'm in need of Love can you feed it to my starving heart.