Crying in my dream....

I had a dream this morning. In it I was crying heavy. I remember the way that I cried was the same way that I cried the last time I dream of Miss appearing in my dream. In my dream I was seeing a guy who got adopted by these kind rich people. At first he took them for granted and didn't appreciated everything that they did for him until later on when he had goting older. He came to his sense and ending up doing good. Which made his people proud of him. Than I saw myself reflecting on all the good people that had help me throughout my life. I was sooo overwhelm that I starred crying like a new born tears were poring from my eyes like waterfall. I don't know exactly what this dream mean but I woke up and pray to God to cancel every bad dreams.

It get tiring...

Sometime I just be exhausted from everything that I encountered. Sometime it's the pain that remind me not to be too naive. I been through hell and back and I don't want to go there again. I'm tire of the same ol same ol. When will I get it together? I need God to protect me from the evil that is surrounding me. 

I want the best for myself

I just want to see myself advance. I don't want to be in the same spot that I was in when 3-4 months from now. I want to live a good life and have good vibes with good people in my life. I don't want to bag for nothing in life but for mercy from God. I've been through a lot and it's time for me to overcome. I can't be siting in one spot for the rest of my life. God has so much things to offer to me. I'm going to discipline myself and raise myself. I am all I got on this earth. 

March 1st 2015

So today I got my first of the month kiss from Chris and at the same time today is the same day that I moved into my very own apartment. The unpacking part was annoying because I have a lot of things. But thank God for ms.Thais for giving me a helping hand. This is a new chapter in my life. For the very first time in my entire life I'll be on my own and having my own space. I've never had a place I can call my own before so this is very new to me. I finally have somewhere I can call home. I don't have to worry about no drama because I have

my own space.