I want this!

I want a love like this where i can be free with that special someone; where my soul can touch the sky and my happiness burst into flames that burn my emienes words I want a Best friend but yet a soul mate someone i can go to First and tell what ever that is on my mind that is buggin me i want that good ol Love; a love that can set a broken heart free i want A beautiful Teenager Love!!

My needs!

I want a guy with a pretty eyes that would steal my soul by the first look I want a dude with an amazing body that make others envy. I want a guy that will be scare to lose me

i want him to always know that I will always love him

i want a guy that not gonna leave me even when i tell him to leave

i want him to be everything i ever wanted so that I would be very happy I want his lips to be very soft so that I can kiss them everytime.

Healing!

I have be diagonose with "careing to much what people have to say"

I have been hurt in the long run

I just want to be set free from all these pain and Lies that set upon me

I wanna scream louder and just take off like a rocket and go to the moon

just maybe one of these days I would get the chance to let go EVERYTHING

that taunted me and cut me wide open like a Surgery

sometimes I just wish that I didnt had an Heart so that I couldnt feel the pain that Life comes with I just want to live Life with out  No pain but that just Impossible

Becasue I'm among the Livings.

Life's a Gift, Dont Never forget That!

-I was push out into this world on Feb.2

I would admit that my life as not been all sweet and perfect

Insted it has been Loud,Imperfect,Unexpected

To be honest I'm glad that I'm still alive to breath in air and live among the Livings

I have so many things that I wanted to accomplish in the future

that make me hopeing that I dont die befor I even started

There are people out there that their Life are stolen from right out of their present

I just want to be ready to die and not be rush you know i want to finsish my calling my destiny befor i leave This Earth!

rejected! :(

When Never i get rejected it hurt me,it make me sad and feel worthless like part of the rejection was my fault taht I didnt put enough work in that i was not attractive but i started to realise that,that main PAIN

lead me being stronger then befor. do I Cry?

ummmm NO! because no boys is worth my tears(you feel me)

In the long run i now that i am going to fall, trip, lose focus but NO MATTER WHAT I'M GOING TO GET IT RIGHT!

I have learn from my pain that to never open up so easy and not fall so fast to the point that it take you forever to heal,I been hurted for so long my heart has been cover with many wonds and cut that at time it seem like it's impossible for it to ever heal because EVERY DAY is the same ol shit just differnt numbers.

It seem like i may be stupid for LOVE BECAUSE I KEEP ON COMEING BACK LIKE A FEND!

 

Follow your heart!

No one Know how you feel only you, They would tell you what to do but they them selves NEVER did it, when you Love something or someone you dont give up on it, You have to keep on pushing and pull right through till you get it right, And SO WHAT! if you get hurt,No pain last forever sooner or late your wonds are gonna heal and you are going to be okay, you have to put your self First befor anyone you gotta go out there and Live your life straut like you know it and do the LISTEN TO YOUR HEART!

Is it safe for me to say that I'm scare to let you have my heart to let you inside my heart to invite you into my world, I'm falling slowly I just cant seem to keep my foot still
I'm preying to God for me not to get hurt again Because I just cant seem To bare the pain, so what you want me to do to ingore the feelings and tell all thos voices that play inside my head that repeat your every single word you said to me it happen agian i'm falling i just wonder would you even have the heart to catch me as i fumble would you love me with great passhion that would never fade I need these questions to be answer would you ever hurt me or would you heal my wonds as i lay my head on the center of your heart baby I'm in need of Love can you feed it to my starving heart.

The Meaning of being pregnant!

When a women is pregnant is sopouse to be a happy moments between she and her husband, but now and days females are prgant without no husbands and they ended up being a single mother,It sad a very sad thing but what there left to do but to live life like it's nothing, Teenager Mom are now the highest Mother out there in the 20 centuries leading thme to drop out and be on walfair no one never said that it was going to be easy but i can damn tell you that is going to be worth it at the end because everything happen for a reasons i respect every youngs mothers out there that is takeing care of their children and did not chose to do abortion thumbs up i give nothing but respect to yall and I know that your are going to be a very good mothers.
Mother to be

The Last Bitch!

Did you see her? did she over looked You did you try to blink twice when she was near your soul... who is she? she is every pain that life possess she's one of the best two faced the baddest of them all there is no application to beat her out of her tittle she been through it all that she just say Fuck the world while she swillow her beer to take her out of her common sence to silent all thos voices that's screaming at her like a angry mob she just look at who she become and wonder what happen to that good ol little kid why didnt she made it? why Life gotta be so hard for thos who have potential when would everything stop the pain, lies, haith, jelouse, sin, violence, taunting,. she is just a femal give her a break give her a time out to live to breath to love can she plz live

Lanisha cole

One of my favorite Dark skinn model out there would be Lanisha Cole she is just simply beautiful and creative i Love her taste and Skin tone she got looks that represent Blsack's beautiful some of yall might know her as the video vixen in pharell video"frontin" and also in tyrese Video.She is one a game show doing her thing and Living her dreams.

Hay There,

My Name is Laila Yahya Salman Sheriff it's pronounc both way like La-La or LayLa eaither way it fine (La-La is the original way My family call me),I'm A proud dark Skinned African Female,My father is Arbic that why Laila the name's Arbic he's a Sierra Leonean Native but has a Lebanese decent (he is a Red Bone A.K.A Light skin) which is his father who is my grand father, But on the behalf of my Mother she's a christian dark skinned women who is also Liberain and half Nigerian(her father ) I know it weird but that Life,I'm not Arbic But instead a Christian :),I'm just like a regular person that like to have fun go out meet new people and go shopping, where the Lates fashion (sound Formilla),I absolute Love the Color Yellow because it pretty and it's Bright on it own I'm 16 year Old attending Mastery Charter Shoemaker campus high it okay there I 'm single not really looking just enjoying the Single Life, I'm very Nice and Funny so be nervous at all well I'm geting really tire telling you some part of me so i'm just going to let you explore my bloggs and God Bless :)
Sincerly
-Laila